0 – SNAKEDANCE – EGG AND SNAKE – FERTILE VOID
Close your eyes
Feel the earth
under your feet
She who bears you
She who still bears everything
Open your ears
to the sound of the drums
Find yourself
in their rhythm
Let your skin become wide awake
Seek for the song
within you
And swing yourself into it
very gently
Release the movement
of every restriction
until all is flowing
within you
and devote yourself
to the delight of dancing
till all thoughts are consumed
in the flaring fire
and your limits are opening
1 – MOTHER OF ALL – TO LIVE – TO DIE
While the rulers
- have raised themselves to the crown of creation -
unrestrained,
they destroy
the roots of All that is
…
the chosen mothers search for the transforming song
and when they have found all tones
and bound them
into the rebirthing song
of the earth
she will open up
and selfdevouring rebirth herself
Enveloped in their song
of living and dying
2.1. DAUGHTER – ELEMENTAL TRUST – TIME TO COME
Only
when the desire
joins the fervour of pain
with full power
one becomes able
to shape
the time to come
as necessary rebirth
and
in the flooding off
of the pain
sparkles
living delight
2.2. MOTHER – TO LOVE – TO BE RESPONSIBLE
To hear the call
to follow the voice
to respond
to do the right
or
the left
to come to rest
to arrive
to love
again and again
to bind
and
to loosen powers
to be alive
3.1. WONDER – PURITY – UNIQUENESS
Sing
out of the depth
of your soul
out of the roots
of your being
against the storm
full of desire
full of delight
for life
…
Go wild
and dance
with the Mother of the winds
3.2. RULE – OWN KIND – MOONBLOOD
When the call of the moon
resounds
in your own cave
the blood breaks out
to swing
into her dance
and
pain
reminds
your being connected
And
your desire grows
to celebrate
the secret
with all senses
3.3. MAGIC - MATURITY – ALONENESS
Sharpen the ear for the song of the silence
Follow the call of the Mothers
sensitiv to all vibrations of being,
which we belong to
Perceiving the incessant flowing
in every moment of the periods of time
Clear seeing the inevitability
of your own way
amidst infinite possibilities
Subtly take in
the noiseless and the invisible
to spin a net out of this
Telling the truth
with the own voice
in the song of the tides
Refined tasting the crumb of the Earth
the pleasure of meagreness and abundance
Guessing discover the magic
in every shape
And smell the roast
- with all senses
4.1. AIR – BREATHE – SPRING - EAST
Let go
Let go of all
which is strange
until nothing remains
only one’s very own vibration
Feel into it
gently
Acquaint yourself
undisturbed
with your own
smell
instinct
feeling
temper
singing
face
Until you accept
and love yourself
You finally dare to live
4.2. FIRE – TO DESIRE – SUMMER – SOUTH
When the bud of your desire
bursts open
and you dive
into the roaring sea
of the senses
which rises
to give birth to the sun
…
Her glow
mates
with the waves
of the sea
…
Falls
in love
with the play
of the she-dolphin
…
until
there ist gentle silence
in the exhaling womb
of Mother Earth
4.3. WATER – TO FEEL – AUTUMN – WEST
Fog
teaches
you
to devote
the attention
of all senses
to the one movement
you perform
now
…
Nothing else
4.4. EARTH – TO BE – WINTER – NORTH
Devote vourself
to the ancient wound
and
bow
to the unbrocken power
of the universe
Receive
the light
of the moon
with open hands
Prepare
the rebirth
of Mother Earth
5.1. PERMANENCE
TO SEARCH – TO FIND – TO KNOW – TO SEE
Forget
now
all
that you were taught
Forget also
what you have learned
from your own decision
Forget
what you have yearned for
and dreamed
Forget all rules
Forget at last
so that you can begin to remember
- without any conditions -
what you can’t dream
can’t yearn for
what you are afraid to know
deep in your very heart
…
because it changes all
5.2. EVOLUTION
TO GROW – TO DETERMINE – TO TOUCH – TO SENSE
Open your heart
and
listen:
your blood
sings
the answer
of your soul
to the call
of Mother Earth
Listen
carefully:
the song
lives
deeply
hidden
within
you
5.3. FERTILITY
HOLY TIME – PLEASURE –TO CELEBRATE –TO TASTE
Roll up
become round with yourself
Stretch
take up space with pleasure
Dream
be lazy with delight
need nothing from outside
With devotion care for your own coat
Purring
thank for caresses
Hunt
for what is needed
Show the claws
if it is necessary
Hiss
and arch the back
Live seven lives
with body and soul
…
Be a cat
5.4. REFLECTION
TO CREATE – TO INSPIRE – TO SEPARATE – TO HEAR
If you follow
your way
and
touch some time
the place
- between heaven and earth -
that called your yearning
won’t be there
what you yearned for
and
after a while
your soul
will search anew
and
you will set out
to find
what you cannot foresee
5.5. TRANSFORMATION
TO LOSE – TO MOURN – TO SUFFER – TO SMELL
Dare
to dive
into the sorrow
until you can gain a foothold
Let melt away
between your fingers
that, which wont stay
Empty
your bowl
to the bottom
so that it will be filled again
Open
your heart
to the stars
and all your senses
to the cleansing power
of the changing winds
6.1. TO PLAY – TO GROPE – TO REQUEST
Follow
with all dimensions
of your being
the manifold measure of time
swing yourself into it
Enjoy
the effortlessness
until you
- at the limit of your power -
fall back onto the Earth
and
all moves
without you
Accompanied
by your amazement
and your curiosity
6.2. TO RECEIVE – TO DREAM – TO SPIN
The delight to spin
is awakened
through the yearning
to be connected
Willing to open yourself
and take in
Let loose
and give yourself
until it sings of itself
inside you
and
you begin to dance
full of power
and
delight
6.3. TO NURTURE – TO BECOME – TO GIVE BIRTH
Arm yourself well
for nothing will be only gentle
Protect
the softness of your growing
from the hardness around
Exercise your hands
even for the deadly blow
and
guard their tenderness
in the severity of the work
Defend yourself
for the sake of your vulnerability
with all your power
Take loving care
of your living growing
and
don’t hold back
Therefore
arm yourself well
6.4. WALK A PATH – SELFCONFIDENCE – TO FORM
Foresee
the sound of the step
that will be taken
Connect
the fear of the uncertainty
with the joy
about the unforeseeable
and
enjoy the delight
of living yearning
Get clear
with all senses
till that feeling becomes familiar to you
and
you can let go again
…
to foresee
the sound
of the next step
6.5. TO HALLOW – TO TEACH – TO CONSECRATE
Sister spider
teach me
to knot the threads of my life
always anew into a net
where what I need will get caught
Teach me to live
with the daily possible loss
and the necessary new beginning
out of one’s own centre
Teach me to bear the silk thread
and to swing in the wind
Instruct me in the art of waiting
and in the use of patience
Show me the benefit of nimbleness
the indispensability to hide
and to disappear without a trace when it is time
Teach me the innermost agreement:
living is dying
and even the most perfect net
does not give security
All hangs sometime
on a silk thread
…
that does not last forever
6.6. TO BIND – TO JUDGE – TO LOOSEN/TO SOLVE
It is your weakness that let you fear to see precisly
to perceive completely the wounds of the Earth
out of fear to become crazy
to despair in the face of the extent of misery and harm,
the shed holy blood of the Mother
The fear to lose every hope
seduces you to renounce the use of all your senses
lames your power
and would also bring you the unnoticed dying
It is your fear that forces you
to feel, to see, to think, to comprehend
throwing you back upon yourself
And now learn that nothing effective can be done easily
that all that is alive needs time for growing and healing
according to its own measure
that every change needs power
that wants to be gathered at the limits
of all that is possible
that all follows the incessant change and nothing lasts Learn that the pain demands
to accept losses as belonging to life
Feel therefore with every fibre
the inseparableness of growing and dying
in every moment
Nothing can be saved
7.1. GATE OF THE EARTH
ROOT – TO EARTH – TO TAKE – TO GIVE
wild trees
root
deep
and
wide
take space for the exchange
bear fruit
out of their own power
give back
die
in their time
7.2. GATE OF THE MOON
SOURCE – POWER – DELIGHT – TO FLOW
Caution
clips the wings
of the joyfull anticipation
Fear
reminds
to hope for nothing
to avoid
disappointment and pain
…
The life within you
calls the power
and the delight
laughes
and
just
flows
on
7.3. GATE OF THE SUN
WARMTH – TO KNOW – TO WILL – TO DARE
Go to the edge with a firm step
till the toes anticipate the abyss
Find your balance
Sense your centre of gravity
Drive roots deep into the Earth
down into the abyss
Open your eyes completely
and see with the power of your soul
until every stone, every plant, every animal
takes clear shape within you
until the distant becomes near
and the near becomes distant
till all is dissolved in the whirling dance
of incessant change
And look precisly
without regard without caution
Live once more through the fear of the last step
of being crazy
Sense that you don’t need it any longer
because the enforced narrowness
clips your roots, robs your power
Therefore see with the eyes of the eaglewomban
and trust your power
Jump
7.4. GATE O THE WINDS
JOY – TO DEVOTE – HUMILITY – TO HEAL
At the right place
at the right time
is threefold the moon at sunset
The ancient wisdom of the mountains
cast her shadows over the mean time
that they touch you
strengthen your back
Close your eyes and earth yourself
The snake of transformation comes
by your soundless calling
Give the yearning of your heart
the warmth of your hands
to the last embers
in the secret ring of connected stones
Healing power
is given through the flowing waters
…
And once more
grows life
out of heartblood
…
Inaudibly
waits the Great SheBear
7.5. GATE OF TIME AND SPACE
SILENCE – TO LISTEN – TO TUNE –TO SING
Silence for the song
that lives in your innermost
Seclusion
to follow your own trace
Openness
to bind you
into the living web of all that is
Steadyness
to learn grow by resistance
Silence
to hear the innermost language
Swinging
with the elemental forces
Singing
a way out of the senselessness
into all senses
and
dance
7.6. GATE OF INSIGHT - LIGHT
- TO PERCEIVE – TO COMPREHEND – TO FOLLOW
How hard it is
to be unintentionally
in your innermost
and how disquietung
to open
to the everlasting flowing
and
to hold
nothing
back
It remains
the certainty
that all changes
and
your presentiments
touch
the holiest
7.7. GATE OF THE VOID
SECRET – TO COMPLETE – SOUL – ONENESS
At the end
of reasoning
after the speechlessness
grows
under the protection
of stillness and silence
a song
in your soul
Its soft wisdom
desires
devotions
instead of thinking
And feelingly
you touch
the secret
of all being
8.1. WINTERSOLSTICE
TO CONSIDER – TO CLEANSE – TO BEGIN
Doubtlessly
it is the silence
before the storm
Unmistakable
the signs
and
nothing
is to do
but
to wait
for the elemental power
of the Mother
Until she breaks in
drives you in front of Herself
Teaches you once more to fear
until you give up
or accept
the offer of elemental cleansing
and
transformation
8.2. CELEBRATION OF LIGHT / CANDLEMAS
TO FORESEE –TO TAKE IN – TO REST
Clumsily searching
for the buried sources
of the Mothers
Wrong ways everywhere
Stumbling you grope
through the darkness
of your soul
which holds the way
Sometimes you weep
for your loneliness
full of sorrow
Sometimes all inside you cries
in holy outrage
Sense the rebirth of the light
as vulnerable anticipation
behind your closed eyelids
8.3. BEGINNING OF SPRING / SPRING EQUINOX
Within you is spring
all pushes forth
to become new
The yearning drives you
the curiosity put forth buds
for flower and fruit
Your roots
enjoy
the motherliness of the Earth
and
still your hunger
with living food
Don’t fear the storms any longer
- trust your roots
Don’t fear the coldness any longer
- know your passion
in certainty of the fertile womb
of Mother Earth
8.4. CELEBRATION OF LIFE / BELTANE
TO RADIATE – CLAIRVOYANCE – TO PROPHESY
Quickly
don’t let time pass away
any longer
Set out
before the dusk
touches the Earth
Follow
your heartbeat
and
trust the blindness of your eyes
in the night of your soul
Delay nothing
if you love your life
Dare
as much as you can
8.5. SUMMERSOLSTICE
TO SHARE – TO STRENGTHEN – TO PROTECT
Be in the time
and
open yourself again
to the countless vibrations
That requires
diving into the silence
waiting
perceiving
So that you respect
and
love yourself
right from the very bottom
and
become able
for living sharing
in each moment
8.6. CELEBRATION OF BREAD / LAMMAS
TO USE - TO FILL – TO RESPECT
Follow
the yearning lament of your soul
with the fine nose of the she-wolf
who knows living food
that stills gnawing hunger
Let the she-wolf teach you
to be careful
and capable of defending
for the ancient one knows
all wants to be touched
Dare to howl
with the whole power of your lungs
out of your deepest soul
out of your brimful heart
so that your pain
and your hidden delight
find an ear within you
Then wait for the answer
and
follow the track of the life
8.7. HARVESTCELEBRATION / BEGINNING OF AUTUMN
TO THANK – TO GATHER – TO PRESERVE
Preserve
your living power
Seek
for sincere exchange
that the flowing will be granted
Refuse gifts
out of decency and courtesy
Give nothing out of uncertainty
only out of the deep desire
for living sharing
Thank the Earth
with your whole being
8.8. CELEBRATION OF DARKNESS / HALLOWEN
TO JOIN – TO LET GO – TO RETURN
Returned
to youself
from the consuming search
for the place
of outward wisdom
The end of delusion
opens the portal
of your soul
who knows every answer
to your questions
For lack of ways out
finally
trust yourself
Join
the transformation
9.1. METIS
WISDOM – PRUDENCE – EXCHANGE – MOTHERWIT
Be still
and feel
Become motionless
and sense
Close the eyes
and
see inner pictures
Plug the ears with clay
completely
and
listen to the inner flow
of the saps of life
Let go nearness from outside
Discover it in yourself
Renounce words
and
earth yourself
Stay with you
Leave the insanity
Cross the borderland
and
dare to live
without every guarantee
9.2. ISHTAR
SENSUOUSNESS – DESIRE TO LOVE – INSTINCT –BEAUTY
Follow
the pain
and the love
Live your crazy being
with all your power
Wake all senses
Strike roots
and set out
before inertia touches you
Forsake deceptive security
and search for your dreams
If you encounter fear
ask, what restricts you
Don’t look back
Unite yourself with
the Mothers
the sisters
the daughters
9.3. GEA – VITALITY
WOMB – PRIMORDIAL COMMUNION – SECURITY
Keep the doubt awake
Sharpen the distrust
that, which is dismembered get’s healed
that, which is separated get’s united
Remove
all that is ruling
out of yourself
Prefer painful clarity
over the lingering illness
the halfheartedness
the small peace
the desired accord
…
Life
demands
heartblood
9.4. DIONE
PASSION – VIGOUR – TO MULTIPLY – TO KILL
Hesitantly
you approach
the full fruit of joy
Receive it timidly
out of the hand of life
Enjoy its fullness
in your open hands
full of desire to feel it
with all senses
And your doubts
murmur about loss
This is the end
of modesty and fear
Bite into
taste the long yearned sweetness
Sink your teeth
into the living flesh
9.5. THEMIS
JUSTICE – POWER OF UNFOLDING - ORDER – TIMES
Use
the silence
to listen
within yourself
to find yourself
in between
in the meantime
where your anticipations
feel the times
spin into the unlived
to show you the way
9.6. RHEIA – ABUNDANCE
POWER OF CONCENTRATION – CAVE – CALMNESS
Use the depth of the night
Direct your desire inwards
Gather all powers
in the origin of your being
Connect them
closely and tightly
Sense their shape
in the shelter of the cave
Let loving attention
glide through your body
Swing yourself
into the incessant flowing
Enjoy
Feel the direction
of your desire
Find the way
within yourself
9.7. URANIA
BORDERCROSS – PRIMORDIAL KNOWLEDGE –
CRAZY BEING – POWER OF REGENERATION
Take finally
the right
to doubt all
to search as long
until you can feel
the answer
in your innermost
Renounce reasoning
as the only possible measure
Insist on your crazy being
Foresee in the desire
the possible way
to refuse yourself
to the destruction of life
Know
that west is situated in the East
and
left is the right
9.8. TIAMAT
POWER OF IMAGINATION – INTUITION
– TO REMEMBER – TO INITIATE
Your soul
is filled
with the dark
of the moon
that doesn’t grant light
to the search of the eyes
Take the blindness
Feel the moment
Let nothing be untouched
in your innermost
Only
give that
which flows of itself
9.9. PERSEPHONE
POWER OF DESTRUCTION
– TRANSITION – LIBERATION – REBIRTH
That
what you can think
and feel
is not
what has to come
to turn
the misery
into the fertility of life
that which holds the dying
like a precious fruit
its wild strangeness
you futily try to tame
…
beyond the fear
you will find the senses